Thursday, January 7, 2010

A i d u n c a r e ;))

Its funny how we go through our life time with so many realizations and perceptions.In our teenage years, we think we have it all figured out and we know so much more than our parents.We know who we are, what we want and how to get it.A few years go by and we have learned a few life lessons and feel stronger than ever.Let's just say, I am far from perfect.

I have made mistakes in my life. I have hurt people. But I finally have the realization that just because I am not perfect, does not make me a bad person. I am done beating myself up, and for those who wish to judge me, tell me u have never made a bad decision or choice in u'r life, and maybe I will care what u think.Maybe not. A little judgements of me lately have been made on false pretenses and people's ignorance of the situation. But that is ok, no one knows what I have lived or what is in my heart.Some things I do not like to face, but I have. But that makes me who I am and I am pretty proud of the process I am going through.Everything happens for a reason.

Whatever it is,I am me. I am all I have in this world. I have been blessed with an amazing younger brotha and sista, a greatest father, the most ranchakness friends, and exactly an adorable mother.I have a good sense of humor. I have a heart of gold. I have a roof over my head.I am incredibly proud of who I am, who I have become, and who I am becoming.Im thankful everyday for every moment I have to be who I am and explore the depths of my soul.

When I think about what makes me happy, it is simply things like giving love, being loved and enjoying this great earth that God gave us to enjoy.For those that have laid u'r judgment of me,unless u'r perfect, u have no right to judge anyone but yourself! Nobody's perfect dow.hahah.;))